Michaella

Michaella

Sunday, June 29, 2014

New To America

I have seen one too many "If you live in America you need to know English" tweets and posts.

Recently I had the honor to work at West Hills College Lemoore. I was a teacher assistant for their 5C Experience two week summer camp for 6th to 8th graders. The 5C's are "The Creative Cool Community College Camp." This camp has one goal, to plant the idea that college is in their future. Most of these kids are a part of local migrant programs. Many of them didn't speak English, a handful of them lived in a different country, and many of them would be first generation college goers within their family. It was amazing to see these students on a college campus eager to learn. They didn't let barriers weigh them down. And many people would look at these kids and because of the language barrier they would see them as incompetent. But at this camp these kids were so amazing. These kids were not dumb because they didn't speak English but once it was explained to them so that they could understand they were able to excel in their classes.

English is hard.

Why don't people get that? The only reason some people want others to learn English is so that it is easier for them. Countries all over the world have people who speak multiple languages.

Maybe instead of telling others they have to learn a new language, we try it for ourselves.

Take a look outside of your small country and look at all the amazing cultures and languages on this one earth.

Alright I'm done preaching at you but seriously those tweets and posts are annoying.

But here are so highlights from 5C :)



Stop Being Afraid

Growing up comes with big stepping stones. Recently graduating high school, getting ready for college and relationships. Maybe this is just an epiphany for me and the rest of you have this figured out. But at 18 I had my first boyfriend, I actually didn't see this one coming. I probably could've had a boyfriend earlier in my life but I was always afraid. People would ask me to hang out and I'd freak out and I would come up with an excuse and then eventually they stopped trying. But at the ripe age of 18 when this one boy asked me to go with him I did. We went to the movies and I thought I was going to throw up or pass out at the same time. But I did it. I finally went on a really amazing date with a really great guy. Soon enough after a couple more dates and me finally texting the words "Um... what are we?" I had myself a boyfriend. June 9th to be exact. Since neither of us were in High School anymore we would hang out on our own time. And it was really great. But then I started thinking about college how I would be leaving my beloved boyfriend behind and a long distance relationship wasn't in the picture. I was afraid. Afraid of getting to close. Afraid of having to leave. Afraid of getting too serious. So one night when I was stuck at home and my boyfriend was hosting a party. I texted the words "I think we should just be friends." And just like that in 19 days I was single again. The minute I said those words I regretted them. I have literally not stopped thinking about it since and its brought my self confidence down and I've cried enough to fix this drought in the central valley. And it all just happened because I was scared of things I couldn't control.

But fortunately, the guy that I told I just wanted to be friends listened to me when I changed my mind. That doesn't always happen not everyone welcomes back their crazy ex-girlfriend. Not everyone gets a second chance. But my boyfriend is extremely loving and understanding even when I don't understand myself.

Stop being afraid.

Stop avoiding situations that scare you.

Start living. Life doesn't stop when you are confused about what you should do. Take each day by the horns and this doesn't just apply to relationships but to anything that scares you. Go to that job interview, go to that audition, and make that first step because nothing ever comes from sitting at home and being afraid.

This is the quote that I think of when I'm scared and then you take a leap of faith.
Good luck! XOXOXO


Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Poetry Fun

Monday was my last real day of high school, the rest of the week is just full of "fun" activities like senior pool parties, senior breakfast. and graduation practice. But on Monday I had to share two lines of my last assignment in my Ap Literature Class. For our last assignment we had to take the poem "There was a child went forth" by Walt Whitman and change the content to reflect our lives. Since only my lit teacher has read it all through I wanted to share it.

"There was a child went forth"


There was a child went forth everyday

And the first object she looked upon, that object she became.

And that object became a part of her for the day or a certain part of the day

Or for many years or stretching cycles of years.

 

The white snow became part of this child,

And the sun, and the grass and juicy black berries, and the lost and gone bird,

And the bark of the mean old dog.

And one child and another each causing trouble.

Then the valley air of Tulare and then Hanford became a part of her.

And the adventures of the neighborhood – became a part of this child.

 

Her mother and father became a part of her.

Her mother kept her busy with her projects and new skills.

Her father’s classroom cover’d in pictures and assignments.

Bunk beds and pirates gold, and fairy wings and Indian headdresses

And tables full of food and laughter, and cards and jokes

And fighting and screaming and slamming doors

And hugs and kisses and family movie night.

And all the time they spent together became a part of this child.

 

Her two elementary schools,

One that she loved, and one that she came to love.

Classrooms with a kitchen and paper trees growing inside along the walls

Certificates of citizenship and mistakes and pulling a card

Friend after friend became a part of this child.

 

Floating phrases such as “Scholz’s daughter” and “Little Scholz”

And flying food across the cafeteria and watching wall ball and purple fuzzy sweatshirts.

A pink notebook full of secrets, drawings, and life.

Sitting in the same place every day with a group of girls.

Those girls became a part of this child.’

 

Taking a chance and her first time on a real stage.

And practicing, and critiquing, and changing, and preforming again.

Classes with the same people slowly shrinking each year,

And tests and projects and cleaning fitting rooms and drama and planning for the near future

Finding people who cared about her and finding sisters she didn’t know she had

Love and loss and faith and fear became a part of this child.

 
The fear of moving 747 miles and 12 hours away and the excitement of being on her own

The thought of dirty dishes still being cleaned without her and her stuff in boxes somewhere

Boxes full of new towels and sheets and tights and more tights and more tights

And a head full of ideas and plans for a future life that is too far to touch but close enough to see.

A reassurance of being able to come home to family and friends and open arms.

Moving on became a part of this child.
Baby Michaella!
 
 
There is definitely an art to poetry and trust me I'm still learning but its good to reflect where we are in our lives. I would advise you to write down how you feel, document your life because we change daily and its fun to be able to look back on what we thought and felt.
Give it a try!

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Kool-Aid Hair

Summer is practically here and that means sun, surf and colorful hair. I did this all the time and would like to do it again but considering I'm graduating on Friday I don't feel like my mom would appreciate me putting color on my tips. But since I do have some experience with this subject I will share my knowledge with you so you don't end up stuck with a blue scalp or pink in the wrong place. I have had purplish red, green, and blue hair. I don't know if you can see but if you look around my neck (I'm the one on the right) you can see the blue hair. I always had my color underneath so that way when I put it up you could see it but for church and things it wasn't so out there.

But my sisters just recently did it and they did all their tips.

Okay to get started you want to get the Kool-Aid. DO NOT USE THE KOOL-AID FROM THE CANISTERS. The Kool-Aid that you get that you just scoop and add water to, HAS SUGAR. And the last thing you want is sticky hair. So when you are preparing to do this get the envelopes that are like .20. You only need one envelope and there are plenty of colors to choose from. But sometimes the colors will not always turn out how you want. I tried to dye my hair purple and it came out red... which actually does make sense because red and blue make purple. There really is nothing you can do to fix this just be flexible:) but that also has only happened to me once! After picking your color then the hard part comes next. I advise that you have someone you trust to help you.

Okay first boil two cups of water. Transfer the water to a cup or bowl that you are comfortable with putting your hair in. After take the kool-aid and mix it with the water, make sure it is completely dissolved. Let it cool for a couple minutes. Depending on what part of your hair you wan colored and if you have a person to help, find a position where you can get your hair in the kool-aid and wait from 5-20 minutes. I have left my hair for a range of time, I tend to leave mine in longer because I'm afraid the color won't be vibrant but even after just 5 minutes the color stays pretty well. After your hair has soaked take it out, rinse it and dry it! Viola!

But lets talk about how long it will stay. It will stay forever. Kool-Aid hair will fade and fade and fade and fade and fade but it will never truly disappear. After every time I've done it the only way to get rid of it was to dye it another color till eventually I had it professionally dyed over the color. I have a friend who did a big chunk of her hair red for a marathon in January and it is still vibrant today! So if you plan to do this and you are in school or on your child who is in school make sure you will be able to cut it off or dye it because most elementary/middle schools don't allow abstract colors.

There is a rumor though. The rumor is that if you take two cups of boiling water and put baking soda in it and soak your hair like when you put the Kool-Aid in that it will take out the color.

I haven't tried that yet but who knows it might work! Let me know how it goes!
XOXO